I want to scream!

I know this has nothing to do with beauty or fashion or style but girlfriend needs to vent. I did say this was kind of like my public diary and a chance for me to ask myself (and maybe find) answers to my life questions! So here goes…

Alright, if you’ve read my about me or know me, you know I’m SUPPOSED to be graduating in May. Supposed to be. That really all depends on if I finish my senior project. My senior project is a 20 page paper on the use of celebrities in the cosmetic industry – specifically advertisements. I am about 5 pages in. I know I will finish it but at this point it’s about actively finding the balance between job searches, other school work, work, social time, and this. It needs to be done soon so my readers can read it. Oyy.

I’ve always been a procrastinator … always. I work best under pressure and have seen my best results come from schoolwork that has been completed a few days before it is due. But now, I’m stressing a bit. Thanks to polyvore, reddit, facebook, and now this (by the way, I started this blog when I was supposed to be doing my paper. Yeah) every time I start writing, I get two paragraphs in and feel drained and bored. Needless to say, I’m losing my mind. I’m not sleeping, not eating well, ready to pull my hair out and cry. The only thing that has been helping me is logging out of all of my accounts and deleting them from my bookmarks bar (if I want to get any work done!). Gahhh. Oh college, why were you so easy up until now? Isn’t your senior year supposed to be fun? Or did I just make that up in my head?

I’m done venting. Back to work!

I’ll just leave this here: Coping with Stress